and I quote....

"He is gone in just over a month, and the way things are between us, if we had more rounds, it would be getting into 'something'. Something I am not ready to get into."

More rounds. Something. Not ready. Oops!

Scary. Amazing. Whirlwind. Butterflies. LOVE. fleeting.

2 weeks and 3 days til he is out of my life. I am going to be gutted. REALLY gutted. I just got on the most amazing rollercoaster, that with the crash in plain sight. What a fucking ride!!